Elijah at two months old.

Elijah is sporting the Star Wars outfit my brother and his wife gave him.

Pregnancy is hard shit.

Pregnancy is definitely harder then I thought. I throw up every day. I’m standing for long hours at work. So while at work my belly is stretching and it’s a painful process of getting bigger. Rawr… I could take walks and sleep and if be a happy camper.

I got the flu a few days back and I lost weight. So I’m trying so hard to eat. But I’m not a big fan of eating in the first place. I don’t know why. I should talk to my therapist about it being hard to eat unless I smoke weed. It’s difficult. I just never thought pregnancy would be like this. So unpleasant.

People says it’s such a beautiful thing. But I have to say I never want to do this again.