I feel Defeated. I couldn’t maintain rent with the minimal hours I have at work. My anxiety took on a body of its own and crushed me. Pounding me down into the ground. The feelings of anxiety plus depression constantly telling me I’m not smart enough to be in school again, crushed my spirit. I messed up on my last five page paper. I realized I hadn’t written it correctly and had to rewrite the whole thing. I suddenly got squashed with homework. It was all sad and defeating. But one thing I keep trying to remind myself is on the show American Greed people seem to reinvent themselves over and over again after failing at one job they continue and they succeed some where else. I keep thinking about this. Yes, I have a minimum wage job but who knows what the future holds
Anxiety, Depression and Successes
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Smart lady! Every day is a chance to re-invent yourself.
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Hang in there. The important thing is you haven’t let go, you haven’t succumbed. You got back up and shared how you feel. *Hugs*
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Stay strong! You can do this! 🙂
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You are a fighter. Always remember that, as long as you are breathing, there is hope for a new day, every day. You’re right – who knows what the future holds? And as long as you’re doing your best, that has to be good enough. And it IS good enough. Never give up. You’re going to make it!
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The bright side is no matter how defeated you feel, you still got up and kept going. That itself, is an achievement. Don’t give up, it is a whole new day tomorrow for you to write. No matter how hard, keep on going for that is what makes you stronger as days pass by.
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Keep your chin up kiddo. You are not evicted from your place right? You will succeed.
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No, I just told him I wasn’t able to pay rent. And thus I moved out.
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Keep going, everyday is a lesson and you will soon look back and be grateful for holding on and believing in yourself 🌟
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Thank you so much!
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Keep moving forward on the pathway of goal oriented tasks.
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Great way of looking at things. Indeed, who knows what the future holds. As long as you hold on and fight for a better future for yourself, you can totally have that.
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Thank you for the companionship and encouragement as you share your heart. You really helped me with this piece.
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I’m really glade you connected with it. I’ve been struggling lately to write and lead a life people tell me is right. Haha very silly I know.
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Jeannette, keep up your good work. The road is hard, but you are making it, a step at a time.
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All of us make mistakes and fail at times. The important thing is not how often you have been knocked down, but how often you get up.
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Yes, you never know what the future holds. Don’t give up!
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It’s not over yet. Hold on to God .You can check out my blog i wrote on depression
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I’ll definitely check it out. 🙂
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