I’m down to 37.5 MG of effexor. I have approximately one day left until I’m off the medication completely. I’ve been experiencing this zap-like feeling in my brain which is normal. Just a tad annoying. Emotionally today I had one break down. Sadly it was at work. I messed up and then j started crying and couldn’t stop. I experienced a little anxiety attack but because I knew what was happening I was able to calm myself and move on. But the uncontrollable crying for such a little thing has me worried. I understand the cause could be my pregnancy and coming off the medication. But honestly it sucks to feel weak in this way. I’ll just keep on working at it and try to not let the little things get to me so much. I’ve been doing so well. I don’t like not being able to control my emotions. I’ve also been experiencing a little bit of irritability. Which has caused tension. Last thing, It makes me scared that I’m getting irritable because then I’m a little mean and lash out. By doing so I frustrate my mother. I just hate the feeling that if I lash out there is a possibility my mom would tell me I need to find a new place to live. My parents are amazing. But they can be wishy-washy. One day I’m cool being here the next week it’s a whole new situation and I need to find a better place to live. Due to being pregnant I’d hope this won’t occur. But it’s something that’s occurred in the past. One day they are loving and so helpful. The next they are telling me the complete opposite. It’s just hard. I try to tell myself they are only human.