It’s been super tough this passed week. I keep on having these crying spells. Ive cryed at work because I messed up on something. I’ve become upset at home because I was being told what to do with the stimulus check I just received. Instead of being able to rationally handel these situations I end up in a bucket full of tears. In each situation I’ve been blessed enough I’ve only been met with understanding and care from co-workers and family members. Unfortunately, in the the moment my mind goes to the harshest realizations I can think of. To me it is a harsh reality… A fact. An end all thing.